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Natalie told me why she didn't talk to me yesterday. She spoke with Adam, and he told her to be "wary of [me]", "[I] would do anything to be with [Natalie]", and that "[I] was against [their] relationship since the start."

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WTF? I had absolutely nothing against Natalie's relationship with Adam. The only time anything even came to question was when Adam's ex-girlfriend IMed Natalie and claimed to be in a relationship with Adam still -- and even then, I questioned only this girl's motives, not Adam's morals. And the day I resigned my GM position, he accused me of having "convinced Natalie that [he] was cheating." I did nothing of the sort.

Certainly I want to be with Natalie, but I didn't say anything negative about the relationship, nor did I discourage it. I did, however, tell Adam that if he didn't wear protection (he suggested this idea to Natalie), that there'd be some serious issues between he and I -- he tells Natalie that I said not to have sex at all because I didn't want her to become "too attached."

Maybe he's jealous? Or maybe this mindset was triggered by my resignation and restart of LilyRO -- after all, he perceived it as "influence of Natalie." Certainly I created it for her, but I didn't restart it for her exclusively. I was trapped at Faith, and I needed a creative outlet -- Lily's my outlet.

I had no hand in the downfall of Natalie and Adam's relationship -- Adam stopped talking to her much, and that's his deal, not my doings. In relationships, communication is a huge key, and when there's none, what's left? Especially online. Adam really needs to back off -- he's the reason things didn't work out, not me.