Do i truly deserve to be happy....?
Everyone is always saying how they deserve to be happy, or how they've earned it. And those statements got me thinking really hard....do I deserve to be happy? I know that there are alot of people out there that would automatically say yes- just because they're my friends. But if you have to earn the right to be happy....have I done enough? Have I truly suceeded in enough in my life to say "I deserve to be happy"? Im not sure I have.....and I'm sure there are many that think that too. What hardships (true ones) have I been through? (that I can publicly tell people w/out my fam being arrested) What have I worked for? What is my goal that I will have to sacrifice so many of those who love me in order for me to suceed? All I really do is listen to others problems....so, do i really deserve to be happy?
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