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I heart some1 at my middle school. And none of you will, care, but I do. lol anyway, the guy i like alredy has a gf, and im kinda depressed about that. emo . But I still like him. Unlike one of my friends, she gave up after she knew that the guy SHE liked had a girlfriend. Some of my other friends didnt give up cuz well...yea. biggrin AND, one of my OTHER FRIENDS[i know, i have a ton of friends...lol] likes the guy i like...which is strange. She knew him longer than i have, but i dont care. She's also kinda bummed about the guy we like having a girlfriend alredy. crying This is what my best friend said to me:
"At least the guy you like still talks to you."
I was like "Yea, I am lucky arent i?" and then she's all:
"Aehh! Yer mean!..."
blaugh mrgreen And he still does. And sometime, like, 9/26/08[friday], in P.E, she told me that he might be ticked off at me. I kinda think so cuz somtimes, guys get kinda mad[or something like that sweatdrop ] if some1 else likes them. So i waved "Hi" to him since he was peeking at the window[my school has a wrestling room, and theer's a window] and he "smiled"-ish confused at me. Pretty much, the day be4, 9/24/08[wednesday], he asked if i still liked him. I nodded, and then he asked why. I just said: "Because..." and sometimes, when i stare at him when he's not looking, he SOMEHOW know I'm looking at him and turns around and says:
"What?" or "What do you want?" or "What do you want from me?"
and i reply:
"Nothing!..."
its kinda weird neutral stare My brother said that the guy i like was ugly. I was all like, "OK, how do ya' think he's ugly?" and he just says ,"Because!" lol
i know who his gf is too! and shes actually pretty nice, but idk how they like eatchother. They don't look very good together either. wink xd So, that's how my first "love-life"-ish thing want. dramallama whee 4laugh