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I just can't take it anymore!
I love him so much! I can't stand when he isn't online. I can't stand that he isn't in this state. I can't stand that he is with her.
He is coming back tomorrow..
But I'm pretty sure now she is coming with him..
Do you know how awkward that will be?!
He might come to the gig tomorrow night if he makes it home in time.
DO YOU KNOW HOW AWKWARD THAT WILL BE..?!
If I see him there with someone else?!
Its so hard to see the person you love so much more than anything ever possibly imaginable love someone else?
And to see them standing right in front of you with someone else?

She is coming back here with him..
How ever will I be able to see him?
Sure I can see him with her but I'm so not ready for that!
I want to see him so bad..
What if doesn't make it tomorrow night?
I haven't seen him in over 5 months..
I miss him..
I want him..
I love him..
I still love him..
More than anything else in this whole entire world..
I'm so glad he doesn't exaclty know that I still love him.
He said I could never push him away but I don't want to sound desperate?
I'm not.. I just.. ah... I want him I want him I want him..
I need you..
All that I am, is yours..

23 hours & 7 seconds to go.
Until I get to see your face again;
And finally make it home.. <3