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well...today..the girl i called my best friend bitched me out and told me to go ******** myself............im so confused right now......sometimes i wonder if i can make this world understand how much pain im in with the sound of a gun shot threw my ******** head.......sad part is...her last words to me were.."i never cared...bye"...if thats not a reason to kill myself ..then idk wat is......im seriously drowning under all this agony......im only 14!!! wtf!! 1 kid can't take soo much!!...i know i seem fine or cheery most of the time.....and i say im fine...but all im doing is lying to myself........im holding it soooo deep inside that its rotting my soul.....i need help...plz..if ur reading this.....then u must care.....or not.........nevertheless....im dieing ....after all the slowest way to die is to live....yet sometimes dieing is alot easier then living......will u not prove this for urself???....
i can't ******** take it anymore!!
im sooo sad it hurts!! plz kill me before i do it myself....if there was truely a god....he/she wouldn't let this happen to me....
idk if i should walk up to her and say srry..or let her go.......plz if ur reading this...plz help!

emo bunny

Posted by: unloved_emoloser381 Mon Oct 27, 2008 @ 04:50am

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Commented on: Tue Oct 28, 2008 @ 03:27am


	aww bunnieh...huggles its ok i'm here fer you....i have something like that happen to meh...but its all my friends at school...i'd say yeah sure their my friends...but really i know i'm just lieing to myself cause they don't care one s**t about meh...none of the ppl in that school care....v_v

Commented on: Wed Oct 29, 2008 @ 02:12pm


	Awwh! There's always atleast one person that really cares bout you ^^ I kno I do =D I may not know you well but that doesn't mean I can't care bout you ^-^ I've been through that too .___. And I'm even younger than you, but as you can see I lived through it ^^ Now I try to see the positive of everything. So, if ye need anything-I'm there =D

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Commented on: Fri Oct 31, 2008 @ 04:55am


	Don't worry, Baby I well always be here for you, you made me want to cry and hug you and tell you that it's okay, and it is, all of it well turn out well you'll see and if it doesn't you can always talk to me no matter what. so look up and smile sweetheart 'cuz every little thing well be okay you got that? ^^

Commented on: Fri Oct 31, 2008 @ 04:58am


	and I don't really know the whole story but just reading this I don't really think you should say your sorry.

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