..ok-it is currently 6:36 p.m...though stupid daylights savings is screwing me up so its probably some other time not know to the human race.....um..its also november 2nd,2008 so all stalkers can relish this sacred date(?)....i'm only writing cuz i'm bored and feel kinda sick..yesterday was tag day for band and i went home immediately cuz i really felt like poo..and as the day continued-i started losing heat and then burnt up really fast and it was kinda ....scary(?)....but i got out of chores so it wasn't a total waste of time!! xp !!!.........hmmmm ...i can't really think of anything to say...hmmm...happy delayed reacted halloween?!?!?!?...and happy early bday to MoonLightSways......


oh-and to all those who actually might know something about what's goin on in my family-i really don't think my sis will ever realize what she's done and she's only makin things worse.....she pretty much ruined my rent's anniversary..she came over without warning so no one knew she was coming and being the**************************************************************************** she is, had to be a drama queen and make everything her fault when she wasn't invovled in anything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and this makes me angry at myself cuz whenever i see her i can't just express what is flashing off in my mind and i freeze up!..so not only do i hate her-but also myself.....and she thinks she can make everything better!HA! yea-keep trying down that road, christine-you understand nothing except that -no-i'm not gonna say it-i actually have that much self-control....but one day-i'm gonna snap and everything that i've kept inside for 2 years will finally be unleashed..and i apologize in advance for those within a 10 mile radius.......

Man- i feel like 35 lbs lighter just by saying that...jk

ok-goodnight and goodday
-Becky-