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dark lil mind
pretty much wats on my mind
..im srry......
listen....
can you hear them......
close your eyes......
picture a seen of serenaty.........
were nothing but you........and the grasp of the sweet ocean tides sweep away all your problems........
does such a place really belong in these worlds......where u are one with the moon...........where u truely understand wat life is meant to be......
......where you and your love belong......
.........why do they run?.....is it that they're not ready yet??....
.......as the sand accepts you.....the ocean kisses you...like friends and lovers........but as the ocean sweeps away.....so then do the problems begin......gone forever.......
i've been a fool..........i've thrown it all away before.......and they still fight for me.............why?i do not know.........
.......is it becuz im that wanted?........or am i lieing to myself?........
...........do they feel srry?.or do they just want my body?........
.......it doesn't matter anymore.......i hav no one to hang on to when i fall................
so might as well fall down to hell.........where not even god can save me......
......my dreams are not but paradoxes........the only place im truely happy.........i wonder if i can dream forever if i just overdose now......
i thought they cared......do they?...........
......i want them back.....i want my angels back......my friends.......
.......the ones who laughed and hugged it all better..........
is there still a chance for forgiveness......or am i to suffer in this cycle of agony..............i need my angels......but i pushed them away....i see now how ******** stupid i was...........
i shad this last tear for you........
i need you......
i want you......
i love you........
my guardian angels....
....my friends......
......im sorry.......



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PulchritudinousVampyrDoll
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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 10, 2008 @ 01:34am
crying i don't even know what to say....goshes....


commentCommented on: Tue Nov 11, 2008 @ 01:44am
I'm sorry that you feel this way, sweetie, I am so, so sorry. And I wish there was a way I could take away all of your pain and wipe away your tears til there was nothing left but happy thoughts and feelings. And I'm sorry if those happy things are fake and I just wanna help you. Like I said, I'm here for you. I'll always be here for you. And I'm never going away. Promise.



Ahh-RealSwagger
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