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i like the way my profile looks right now. makes me happy.

i finally caved and got a facebook. please don't judge me, i got it out of necessity, not out of want. my school kind of runs on it, and so it's slightly inconvienient to be the only facebook-less person there.

my latest media project is coming along good. i wasn't done today (the due date), but it's okay. our teacher's thing is basically "this is the due date, but turn it in when it's done". he's pretty cool.

Fuddy Meers auditions monday! that's going to be stressful. i really want a role in this. actually, i really want at least a callback for this, my ego is at a very fragile and shatterable point right now. along this vein, i need to turn in my Anything Goes crew app monday. if i don't get into Fuddy, my fallback is running crew. goddamn, i need hours...

i'm still confused about life, but i'm a teenager so that's fairly normal.
i'm still everyone's therapist and mental ventilation system, which isn't bad, just a little odd. i wonder if i just have some sort of trust worthy "open up to me!" aura that people sense and feel compelled to trust. because of this, i'm anticipating a few break-ups that are probably just a few weeks away.

even though everyone seems to have this idea of me being a crew/tech/film/behind-the-camera person burned into their skull, i've been going to quite a few auditions lately. JB, the PBS show, Fuddy Meers monday, i'll probably go to the second holding of the multiple Grimm in Space auditions when nobody shows up because they're all scheduled on the same day, which also happens to be the same day as Fuddy Meers auditions!!!!! GRR!!! THOSE IDIOTS!!! and ourc asting director was gone all last week, so we couldn't change the date or anything, and GRR!!!!

i'm kinda hyper right now. it's 10:57 pm.

i want to go watch dr horrible's song-along blog. i think i will.

toodleloo.

yes, i just said toodleloo.

anyways, farewell.