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hehehe. nice. it's been a year since i've posted on this thing. so much s**t has happened, that's both good and bad. mehh...
well, i'm still writing sad songs, and poetry, although it's gone from life-hating junk to commenting on the ironies of sexuality.
my last entry kinda made me realize how long it's been since i posted. god, i was such a confused idiot back then. i don't like that bi guy anymore, we're just friends. at the moment i'm not sure exactly what my sexual preference is, hence the homo-etry.
a month ago, in my closet, i wrote this crazy weird one-sided thing that was lucifer being gay, and loving the holy ghost and all this random sacriligous yaoi crap.
i'm rather obsessed with religion. i want to someday be able to say that i am an opus dei practicing buddist. but i'm not quite there yet.
if i were to post the crap thats on my mind at the moment, this post would be deleted as soon as an admin found it, or something screwed up like that (it's drug related).
if anyone i actually know in real life read this, i'd be rather screwed, but whatever. i'm the only one who's curious enough to read random peoples' journals.
oh, and in case anyone read a few posts earlier, i actually did end up posting my crossover online. i don't have a link, but it exists. tis pretty cool, to know people are reading your work, and seeing what you can create.
so yeah, that's my random s**t filled life. but as random s**t equals jesus, it probably isn't too bad.