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SO ... MAYBE ...

[I JUST FIGURED THIS OUT BECAUSE I AM STUPID & I DON'T PAY ATTENTION TO LAUREY]

I DON'T LIKE TO HAVE EMOTIONS OF MY OWN BECAUSE I'M TOO BUSY FEELING SOMEONE ELSE'S.

& ALSO ...

MY OWN EMOTIONS ARE TOO CONFUSING, PASSIONATE & SCARY FOR SOMEONE ELSE TO UNDERSTAND.
& I WOULDN'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MYSELF IN AN ACCURATE WAY THAT DESCRIBES MY EMOTIONS ANYWAY ...

BUT IT NEVER HURTS TO TRY, LAUREY ... REMEMBER, HUN!

WHEN I AM HAPPY ... OH DAMN, HAPPY IS NOT THE WORD.
IT'S LIKE AN OVERLY EXCITED HIGH. I COULD SLAP MYSELF.

WHEN I AM MAD ... I JUST WANT TO KILL.
MAD IS NOT THE RIGHT WORD EITHER. MORE LIKE ... ENRAGED.
I WANT TO KILL WITH MY BARE HANDS, OR WORSE.

I HATE TO FEEL SAD ... IT'S LIKE A DEPRESSION IN HELL.
THE WORST PAIN. LUCKILY, THIS HAS BECOME THE EASIEST EMOTION TO SUPPRESS.

MOSTLY, I'M FEEDING OFF OF SOMEONE ELSE'S EMOTIONS ANYWAY.
& THEIR EMOTIONS ARE NOT AS SEVERE AS MINE.

ALSO, I'M ******** STRONG MINDED. ******** THAT. NO.
I'M STRONG. ESPECIALLY FOR A FEMALE.