I’m sick of all this pain
Should not be a part of me.
In runs within my veins
For it to leave my only plea.
I wish it would just go
This sick enduring pain.
I try to cut it out,
Watch it trickle down the drain.
I bleed it out and wash it all away.
Creating in it’s place a new pain that aches.
But this pain can heal, it won’t forever stay
Yet the other pain cannot so I try whatever it takes.
Crimson regret
Forgive and forget
You reap what you sew
In these stone ways that set
Lips run dry as I begin to spill
I watch it flow, this crimson regret.
Stare at me in wonder,
Don’t move, but go and pretend.
Act as if you tried to help.
You think you foresee the end.
Watch me fall in ways unknown.
You can’t fathom what happens here.
Take your pity and find the door,
You ignore my screams, yet your whispers I hear.
Crimson regret
Forgive and forget
You reap what you sew
Don’t give you only get.
Lips run dry as I begin to spill
I watch it flow, this crimson regret.
As I fall, I won’t cry for assistance
Don’t let me feel the cut of the blade
I try to keep this faulty existence
And the red may flow, I won’t fade.
Don’t seek to hurt what’s already broken
Too much might push me over this edge.
Dead things inside seem to have woken
All in me is bereft, I cannot pledge.
Blood falls down like rain in May,
Staining all that should get wet.
With each new day I plead and pray,
Help me rid myself of this crimson regret.
Crimson regret
Forgive and forget
You reap what you sew
Don’t give you only get.
Lips run dry as I begin to spill
I watch it flow, this crimson regret.
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