ok so it's been a few weeks. but already alot has changed for the whole situation with my gf and her psycho friend. first of all roughly a days after that he gave up. he came through her window a while later and apologized, stopped all the s**t he was doing, now he doesn't visit her at night as much, and when he does he doesn't try any of the stuff he did b4. *sigh* however when one problem goes away, sometimes an even bigger one comes along. this new came along, she's friends with this dude now having recently met him. he's 19, she's 14. and just like the other pathetic s**t, he's insanely obssessed with her, even though he knows about me. AND ANOTHER THING he was friends with the first guy. and the first guy even told him WHERE SHE LIVES, AND ALSO ABOUT THE ******** WINDOW *facepalm* UUGGHHH!!!!!
now this new guy calls her like 50 million times a day, plus he's even grabbier than the first guy. thing about this is that he's "damaged goods" if ya know what i mean, if he gets too angry he ******** loses it and could kill somebody, as u can imagine this just makes me worry even more. plus he doesn't give a s**t about me, he's still tryin stuff anyway. however despite all that, he is a good friend to her. but recently both me and her have been severely doubting his kindness because he's been telling her constantly to just forget about me, he also says he wants to ******** her alot to her. in addition to the fact that he's been all grabby i tihnk it's safe to say that he is infact just using her for sex. even though she's with me, and she tells even me that she's saving herself for marriage.
he's often remarked to her that he wants to kill me just so he can have her (not realizing that no one wants to go out with someone who killed their bf -_-+). much like the other guy, he hates my guts and wants me to disappear forever, just because she's mine.
now being such a close friend this guy knows everything about her, as much as i do. now susan (my gf) has many things about her that many people don't know, many secrets and dark things about her. these things are only known by me, and a select group of friends and ppl she trusts. lately the whole situation with this new guy has actually been causing her alot of stress (another reason i don't like him) and last night on the phone she told me that she's confused whether she should open up to brian (the guy) even more, or to shut him out completely. it is during this conversation that she says that by opening up more she means to tell him things that no one knows.
she told me that even with everything me and him know, there's a little more, s**t she hasn't told us, and doesn't intend to, and that no one on this entire earth but her knows. except for one girl who she told, and then moved away in the 2nd grade. so they obviously happened when she was a kid, so if it's something she did it can't be all that bad. but anywho, i figure they must be, the things we know i don't actually care bout them, they in no way at all affect my love towards her. but those seem bad to other ppl, and she won't even tell ppl she trusts most about this then they must be BIG
so she was debating to tell him, or shut him out, but i figured that if she told him, the whole situation would get much much worse, he would just cling more. now i dont care if she tells me or not. part of me wants to hear it, part of me doesn't, so i dont know. but what worries me was todays horoscope for us
ARIES (hers)
March 21-April 19
It's time to really open up to that one friend or family member -- communication is easy as pie right now! You may want to let them start, but sometimes you've got to strike the match yourself
GEMINI (mine)
May 21-June 21
It's one of those days when you'd really rather deal with people face to face, though you can of course make do with phones, email and tech solutions if you must. Communication if everything now!
this definetely says something. whatever it is she's holding back from the world, is gonna come out very soon, i just hope that she doesn't tell HIM, otherwise he'll only get worse.
anyway i guess that's it for now, sry bout the wall of text whoevers reading, just needed to get it off my chest.
well it's been nice talking with u this wednesday febuary 4th
i'm not phillip defranco
and you haven't just been philled in
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