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regarding my last entry about brian, the new a*****e thats trying to steal my gf susan. last night.........last night i experienced something unsettling

i had a dream....i killed him, with my bare hands. i don't remember much of the dream but i know that almost all of it had nothing to do with him or my gf. but it was near the end. i was walking home next to a brick wall at night when i see a big-rig off in the distance, it got closer then i figured it was about to crash. i jumped out of the way and it crashed into the part of the wall i was just standing in. i looked at the driver's seat....and it was him, he was trying to run me over. the impact had knocked him out cold so i just left him there and kept walking home. i finally get back to the house where i go down to the basement. i was either looking in the fridge or doing my laundry i cant remember. but when i turned around he was standing right there, he didn't say anything then he punched me in the face really hard and then i went down. as i was falling i banged my head off a table, then he kicked me in the gut as hard as he could, then i coughed up blood.

then he said "....you'll never bother us again". when he said that i felt an insane rage, claws began to portrude from my hands, i charged him and drove my claws straight through his heart. then i bit right through his neck, straight through to the inside. when i let go blood came out...alot of it. then i was woken up by my mom cuz i had to get up for school.

what does this mean? maybe he's turning me into a monster.............but after all it was just a dream..........a bad dream...........