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Color My Murder
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Poem 2
My Virtue

Peace was my virtue. It was my sanctuary. It used to be the only thing that kept me from insanity. And now that it's gone, shall I drive myself away?
No.
That would only make things worse...
Now that I have conflict, shall I hide?
No.
That would only make me loathe myself ever more...
Without my head, and without my heart, I can't avoid it, much less strengthen or reconnect any sort of bond I once had.

Now I'm in here. Writing on the white walls of hallucination.
It's quite pleasant, for the first week or so. But then..
Oh then..
That's when the monsters came. That's when they taunted me in front of their eyes, tugged my heartstrings until the came loose, tore my reasoning and my thoughts...

Keep me running, keep me in pain.
Keep me cynical, keep me insane.

I wish I had an answer for you..
But I'd promised you to bear the truth.

Now that we've found each other...
Are we really meant for one another?

I've got cold feet, and you a hot head.
So maybe we're destined for true love until death.

As melodramatic, as crazy as I am,
As apathetic, as truly worn I am,
I still love.

I still am.





 
 
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