Just when my life was starting to get back in order my parents ******** it up. I come home today and my computer tower is gone, my mother took it away since she got the report card today and saw I had 2 F's...which I told her a week ago and she let me have my computer for that week. Now it's some big suprise I have 2 F's even after I told her so. So I complain and say some of my freinds say I should run away. So what she does is call my father who is the biggest jackass in the world and he comes up to give me some speech about I'm gonna go to a juvi ranch if run away and I'm gonna live in some box and the more my parents talked the more it seemed like they were calling me pathetic.
This threw me from an ok condition to a sever depression condition. I went to my room with eyes of tears, locked the door, and cried silently on my bed. I really wish one of my freinds I trust was there, maybe one of my female freinds could have really cheered me up. I decided since I can't run from my family to try and live a happy life then the only option I have left is to kill myself. I told them my depression didn't exactly help my grades and they called it an "excuse" and a crutch I say to get by. Well you know what? This "excuse" will be the main reason I'm gonna kill myself. And who were the two that made me go into severe depression? Parents, bingo.
I wish I could have lived a happy life, but apparently theres no where on earth for a nice guy like me to live.
So unless something stops me, no one may ever see or hear of me again... Sorry guys and girls....goodbye.
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