This week was a good one. yes. i've been worried and thinking about certain things lately, but someone has helped me greatly. i feel so much better now about my future. i realize that what i now plan to do will be hard but i can do it. i know that i'm not alone and that i will always have someone there for me. it's my life and i should live it the way i wish too...it's great to try and please others but i can't do that forever...at one point in my life i have to start thinking about and not always worry about what others will think or do with what i plan on doing...i admit i think i will need help...but i know that no matter what happens i will always have many people there for me...life isn't easy at all right now and i'd give anything to make my decisions make everyone around me happy but i don't believe that will ever happen. I have my mind made up and i plan on doing what will make me happy. i know i will be happy. I admit i'm scared of what will happen but i know that there is a chance that everything will be okay and i'm just worried about the worst that could happen...i could be completely wrong and have even more support from those closest to me...support i want no matter what choice i make...but we dont' always get what we want...but that's life...i just have to be strong and i will make it..i know i can....if you're reading this i'm sure you know who you are or who it is...and i just want to say thank you...
 -.Chaotic.Reverie.- · Mon Nov 21, 2005 @ 04:57am · 0 Comments |
