Well...
here we are... at the end of it all...
We've come a long way... and from the moment of absolute happiness... down, down into the pit of torment.
You pulled me out of the darkness... dusted me off, gave me a lantern of my own... and I walked beside you happilly... I felt my heart beat solidly with triumph that I had found my happiness...
... but... little did I know that I'd fall behind.
... Now, I tear after the fading light ahead, calling out your name to give you notice that I have been left behind...
But... in the end... I'm alone.
Every word that was said... that she loved me... that we'd be happy... she says it wasn't a lie... but then explain this: how can this not be a lie? How can we be happy... how can I be so oblivious that my world is crumbling around me every time I love someone?
So... the blackness has caught up with me...
You say not to let my light die out... well... without you relighting it for me, I can't. I'm clumsy... and I fall too often in the dark.
... I had convinced myself that everything was going to finally be okay... that I had found somebody who would be with me... but... I'm wrong.
... I'm not going to be happy...
... I cared for her... worried about her... was there when I could be... and...
... nothing.
In the end... I'm alone.
 Rozencard · Tue Apr 14, 2009 @ 08:17am · 0 Comments |
