Well, once again, on my own path.
I guess that's fine... I'll keep my lantern burning... might as well. I'm no fun depressed out of my skull.
So, my hope is that things will be better... regardless what happens. I'll still be here, and I'll be the same I always was... no point in upsetting everyone and everything, right?
Despite everything, I really had fun... it was some pretty good times... and couple, not so good times... but yeah. It was worth a shot, right?
Maybe things will get better eventually... but until then... we'll just have to keep going on. Maybe not as a couple, but hopefully side by side as friends for a while...
*sighs* It'll be a tough week, I'm sure... maybe even a tough month... and yeah, it does hurt just as bad as it did the first time, I have to admit... but, how fair is it to go forcing everyone to endure misery all because something didn't work out for me? Not very. I do too much of that, and it's not right of me at all. Besides, I shouldn't stand in the way if she would be happier with somebody else.
C'est la vie... La vie est souffre. La vie est joie.
Anyway, that's pretty much it... I'm sure there's more, but I don't feel like posting it right now. Perhaps at another time.
Rozencard · Sun May 17, 2009 @ 10:22am · 0 Comments |