Ok, so my life has pretty much sucked with out being able to see you! I spend alot of time at night crying and thinking and that's not good. It's really hard for me, idk about you. I miss you so much it's like half my soul has been ripped out, half of my happiness is missing. Damn I got to stop acting like this. there is no way to show you how much I love you so you just have to believe it! Come back to me soon.
Always and forever
heart ~Lauren heart

I though this song fit well
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxjGBApIDDg&feature=related