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A den of a Beast...
hm..life at its most darkest times in ones body...
On My Own..
"YOUR A FUKING (please excuse the spelling, but otherwise you wouldnt know what i wrote here..thank you..) RETARD!!" my mother shouts at me and her sister as they bite at my response of my sister, Sandy. My father and mother are in quite a pickle, for their fighting has caused a path towards divorcion...hmph..tough luck for them, i quite knew a few months, perhaps years this would happen (dont ask how, its weird but i can evaluate crap, who knew?). As i stay there, sitting on the soft couch and listening to inspirational movie of Wall-E, i tried to work this argument in my head. Theses two idiots of family members have no control whatsoever..its like i can watch them, throw a piece of meat in there, and they'll strangle in their path...its madness..its not even Zerg-like, to work together. First mom is sad, trying to say the WILL will be written so everything will go to me, and she thought..i would care? HA! even she doesnt even know her own son! look, im not the material type of guy here, ok? i dont want ya money, i just want three things: a laptop, shelter, and a ticket to Alabama eh? thats it, thats like...hm..around two thousand dollars? you can keep the rest thank you very much, my heart is focused on one person so sorry mom...man..if i told her that, she wouldve started bickering about her.."Aaaaamberrr the queer? my son, the fudgepacker! fuuuudgepackerrrr!"...as i glare at mom, i cant help but say this..How Immature! im sor-..no im not! IM NOT SORRY! that fuking witch should get her a s s kicked! only i know how she looks (its our secret to hide her look from everyone else, and i aims to keep it that way -.-), and I will always be faithful for her, mom should just give up! but a idiot always continues until a sword comes down right? in moms and dads fight, im not helping..look i Lo-...hm..lets not use that word it doesnt fit the terms here, i only love one person...i LIKE them very much, but in a fight of my two halves bashing each other, im going to stay out of it, its neutrality thats in my vision...she thinks im a retard, a loser, since im a guy who got a 1.66 of a GPA? well this retard happened to manage to influence some popular people into forming a video game management of a company, draws like a fluent artist, and happens to know every scientific compound of a atom, capable of understanding what the secret is to immortality, but ok! i guess this all adds up to me being a LOSER..well this loser found out days ago that im the weapon (always had, always will be in fights like these)..to destroy this fight..."he or she who wields the sword, shall wipe the other fighting nation to obliteration"..ther trying to get to me as to wielding me..court orders of the son..the child..the 17 almost-18 guy...guess what? IM NOT BUYING IT!! they can fight anywhere else, i dont give a s**t...i just want to be with Amber, is that much to say? no? then leave me alone please, i want to die in Ambers arms as an old man in peace, thank you very much, ok? i just want to be with my love, so everyone can go on and bash their heads in, i'll cuddle with my love and sleep with her with soothingness from the nights glow ^.^





 
 
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