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Love diary PT. 10..
I cant believe that happened..I've been tricked by my own Lover..I feel so enraged, so hurt..my arms hurt so badly I wish they were just gone, maybe melted off..why would she do something like that...she made me feel like a damn monster!! she acted like all those jerks in my past!! she..ugh!..over one stupid thing!..Love has many levels, theres friendship Love, Family Love, Caring Love, and Partner Love!..Partner Love is just about the strongest and highest level of love in the whole system..it tells you that your bound to the person in soul, blood, and body, you will never leave your lover ever..thats where I am..I would never Leave Amber..children..are in Caring and after a while, Family Love, those two are high, but they dont exceed Partner Love. Family Love is the happiness of get-togethers and the kindness for others around the family tree! children are..responsibilities..tough ones..like dogs but waaaaayyy tougher..and their Love cant exceed as well, like for example, your love would go high enough that you would sleep with them in bed sexually?..mm..no! sorry but thats reserve for the partner thing..Thats what I was trying to get at to her..because people..lemme me ask you this..whos going to stand by your side? the child? or your mate? who will die beside you in a eternal embrace? the child? or the mate? who will always love you no matter what?..the child?..or the mate? and you better not say child, because I know kids and all of them want one thing..freedom..now you excuse me..in school I asked a guitar friend to hand me fiber wire..hey fun fact..did you know with enough strength..you can tear someones head off with fiber wire? hm....im losing it because of what happened...I love her but now its like she doesnt even Love m for putting my point out..just a stupid point people...I love you Amber..I just want forgiveness.. heart
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