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...its been one day of not being able to talk to Amber and im already more depressed then usual..she always made me smile or felt important in my own life..its only a few more months till I can wrap my own arms around her and squeeze her..ahh!..im so sorry, I just wish to be with her..so much thoughts race into my mind and heart!..great, lovely ones!...and well a few depressing ones..especially about the past...but I will work my heart to its content, and I know Amber will help..need me..Im so loved by those words..she wants me..and needs me..but does she really mean that? my own heart..I too need her, but she probably doubts it, so im going to keep that in my own..ahhh Amber.... heart my heart is yours and belongs to you, and so does your heart belong to my soul, a fitting love throughout the cosmos! heart 3nodding