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Why can't you see?
I tried my very hardest.
For the one I called "Dearest".
I just wanted the best for you...
I guess I'm blind,
Because you slept with him too.
I thought I was all you needed,
You just had to prove me wrong.
In the end you succeeded.

You say I'm young,
But its just a number.
Can't you tell?

You said I deserved more,
But I wanted you.
Couldn't you tell?

I'll try to get around,
Pretend like its ok,
Even though you were so profound.
Its acting like a parasite,
killing me from the inside...
I tried not to fight.
I've lost all sense of pride.

You said "I love you",
I said it too.
But you don't know the words,
Just three simple words,
With a meaning unknown.
Do your research,
And maybe you'll see.
What you meant to me.

---You inspired the instrumental I wrote. You inspired this song.---

Not the traditional type of song with a chorus and s**t. Its not perfect, but neither were the circumstances which it was written.