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its in the darkness...
where you feel powerless.
unstable
like something has put you through an endless sleep
forever in sleep
lost lonely sleep
and you struggle
but nothing lets you up.
and here i am
awake.
in this endless nightmare thrashing all i have.
but nothing stops it,
i walk
i walk along the hallway
just a shell
i laugh, i'm THE optimist
but inside i'm screaming
and no one stops to hear,
to take a glance.
because there so busy laughing at me!
why wont they stop?
why wont anyone save me
for.
i'm stuck!
stuck in the darkness of being
i'm cursed and no blessing will save me from being...
a simple teen!