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"******** YOU b***h!!" screamed my father as he yells at my mother, both arguing over some stupid discussion of the motorcycle..whhile driving the freeway, dodging left and right as mom smacks him and punches him in the face while he is driving...this isnt love, I thought...this is madness at its best..no care for their offspring or sister, my aunt is beside me, nudging me as if im a pawn, a weapon to intefere with their bloody screams bfore she dies of a heart attack...1st time I intefered, they did nothing but glare..as I whimpered to please stop...for an angel cries over this hate over such lovemates..but as she continues to becker at him over a stupid bike..she slams him again, steering the car almost into a pole and a tree, and thats when it happened..flashes..images..seeing Ambers pictures..and actually me and her hugging and kissing as we watch the stars, then in the living room, laughing with the family..NO! the sudden word in my mind pounded my heart and soul, telling me that this fight will not continue ANY LONGER!! energy rippled within my body, my back and neck cracking back, muscles bulging and tensed..I rarely felt like this! I reached out like a snake, striking their shoulders with a vice-like grip and held them both to their seats, finally yelling "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! LET YOU BOTH FIGHT ON ANOTHER DAY!!...PERHAPS IN A COURTROOM! NOT IN SOME DAMN FREEWAY!!"..I couldnt help but glare at mom..she is th eone who always causes this crap..I will not let some idiots control my life in the hands of a steering wheel and taunting....my eyes burn with anger..and yet tears for love...for Amber..I believe my body, mind, soul and heart reacted to this so quicklyu out of love and protection to me and my love ones bond...no one else will brake our bond..ever..a few days later, she sleeps on the chair before muttering where my phone was...odd? I gave it to her about a few days ago..so was my laptop!..she merely handed it to me and told me to pray from my sins...I chuckled to myself as I know what she meant..now I have two of my things!..though I know mom hates me with a lovely woman..hmph..protectiveness...and now with my Aunt, we boarded the airplanes and left to Hawaii!..finally..a bed to sleep in..aahh..but a bed with no Amber...-sighs- as I waited my aunt to sleep, as usual, like a sneaky Zerg, I rushed with my laptop out and logged on..and now here I am! sighing as im dreadfully tired, but my heart opened for Ambers warmth!! mmmm..I will try to be on tomorrow..after this homework meeting with the teachers, the homework, and Im guessing shopping...-grumbles-...maybe later tomorrow then usual??...I hope everyone will be excited!! especially Amber!..hopefully Ambers mom will be glad that im back as well...until the 12th that is...I will explain later on that though..but for now, I, Carl Steven Kawika Krause, has a mission! A life goal: Love Amber to no end even beyond the stars, be with her, Marry her and ^^ well I cant tell you everything now can I? toodles!! heart