Starving :[ i dont wanna eat infront of my mom cuz she gonna yap yap and yell about it, and dont feel like goin through that again, after she ruined my whole relationship. =.= im mfreakin pissed at her, i will choke and twist her neck around just cuz she went to the point where i can just beat her a** now. she best to leave me alone. i rather die than spend 2 more years in this hell hole....hell, i might even go kill myself rite now so i can forget all thi s**t. I need Erin back sad she kept my life easier, and have meaning to it . Still.....idk what to do...she havent talked to me yet again. I cant take it anymore......why life have to be so freakin difficult, even for a boy like me -.-
GAY!!!!
luckily she lets me play the 360, so i can play Modern Warfare 2. But yet i feel incomplete, buried, sad, crappy,......lonly
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Sinister
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