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Im..Im just sorry for everything that I've done..I didnt mean to make anyone upset..nor her..I just..I just want to be informed of thngs and help..im always good at helping..taking cuts and blows for others..helping them rise up before me..people becoming great successors because I sacrifice my time and relaxxation for them..taking in the pain..and noteven having a single ounce of envy..im proud of my work..im always good at helping..even though some of the people smack me..yell at me..hit me..for being clumsy, tired, or in pain..im still good at helping..I fix things..im always good at fixing things..I..I just want to cry now..because the one person that I love..I just dont want to talk about it..a sister of mine told me everyone has secrets..I tend to throw mine at everyone and be done with it..I dont want secrets..I just want a joyous and happy Life with her..