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This is not...This is not...This is not...I HATE THIS!!!

Feel my pain. Feel my agony. Feel my fire. Feel me burn. I want to feel the pain you can deal unto my body, my mind, my spirit, my soul, my self. Let me suffer like those that cam before me. Those that were in concentration camps, those that were burned at the stake, those that died on the front lines.

All the pain the world show's us now is nothing compared to that witch i desire to unleash upon those that fallow their blind faith. HAHA. I want you to make me suffer. I want to see you spill my blood. I want you to show me how much pain i deserve. How much blood should I spill to make up for what I've done? Can you deal me enough pain to make up for all the suffering? all the agony? all the hypocrisy? all the happiness?

I'm not your savior. I'm not your sage. I'm not the "human" you think I am. I can hear the laughter. I can hear the sorrow. I can hear the vengeance. Everything your "god" holds dear. Everything your "god" holds sacred...It is a lie. Your morals. Your Values. Your life. All of it! It means nothing to me. You righteous few who hold faith in an all seeing, all present being. Fallow your lies. Fallow your "truth". Blindly fallow IT until their is nothing left of you to save.

Tell me what you think madness is. Tell me what you are afraid of. Tell me what it is about me that scares you? I want to hear it. Too feel it. Too know it. The truth of life is that it will end. That is all. Your "god" is a lie. Your hopes are for nothing. Your life is controlled by their strings. Kill me and let me be free of all the tyranny. The agony. The pain. That I may prove to you that there is nothing that mortal man can offer that makes life anymore valuable then a bit of dirt for you to walk upon.