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KC's Journal of nonsense...
My journal will describe funny and stupid things that happened to me.
My future
When I was young, I wanted to be a famous tennis star or swimmer but I wasn't able to get any lessons. Nope, I wasn't a spoiled kid and I never got a chance to know if I had a special talent in something. Which makes me really sad, because I feel so pathetic and worthless to not be able to do anything well. sweatdrop People always told me that I'd make a great doctor so it sticked to my head and that's what I wanted to be. I also heard that I'd make a great reporter since I talk too much. xD When I came to Canada, I started to change but I won't talk too much about that. It was 2 years ago that I realized that I didn't want to become a doctor. Why? Because I didn't think I could make it, unless I had an overall average of 95% which I didn't have. Last year, I realized that I would NEVER make it in pure sciences because I sucked in physical sciences and failed it. So I thought that it'd be nice to become a psychologist. My friends say that I'm a great listener, well maybe not, but that I'm psychologist material. But then, I thought Do I really want to be a psychologist or just because I don't know what to do? Actually what I'd like to do, other than become a famous actor or something like that, I want to work in an important business. Seriously, I don't know what to do in the future... But I know what cegep I want to go to and in what I'll be studying there.
I don't want to go to Dawson anymore because it sucks. Now I want to go to Vanier because the atmoshpere there is so calm and nice. The school is extremely big and they have arcade games there like a sort of DDR. They also offer the class I wanted and it's better than at Dawson because we have some trips in museums, theaters and some at New York. The only problem with that cegep is that it's like 1hour from my place. Which means that I'll have to wake up extremely early! gonk I heard that they rent some appartments not so far from the school and not too expensive. So I could rent one with a friend, but I'd have to talk about it with my parents. My mother still thinks that I want to go to Marianopolis, like in her freaking dreams. She can't stop me from going there because that'd be stupid and it's not like I'm going to be accepted in Marianapolis with such low grades I have. At least, I didn't fail a grade these terms. Thank goodness and I'd better do my forms soon so that I could send them before the 20th of this month. Well, I guess that's all I have to say about my future... surprised


Maybe one day, I'll finally know what I really want to do and I'll be happy. But for now, I just want to live my life as it comes and make the good moments last till I can. And I want to thank all my table friends for supporting my every complaints each day and always hearing me scream. Hope you'll keep supporting me till I die and I know that I'm going to die young so good luck my fellow potatoes! cool heart


UPDATE


******** GAIA! scream I had wrote a long post and it got deleted so I won't write it again like before!!! stressed
So I was saying that I discussed with my mother for my future. She ABSOLUTELY wants me to go to Marianopolis, the private and snobbish cegep that I hate so badly. Then she was disappointed that I didn't want to become a doctor anymore and that I didn't know what to do of my future. Just because I'm taking Liberal Arts classes and that I'll choose a specific profile in university. Do you know what she told me? arrow "What happened to you? You use to be so smart before we came here. Even smarter than your sister. But now, you're different and don't take your studies seriously. You'd rather hangout with your crazy friends." First of all, I was smarter before because the studies were easier back then. Since when was I smarter than my sister? eek I do take my studies seriously! I just suck a** in physics. I also suck in economics, even do I love dealing with money. gonk And my friends ARE not crazy, they're just slightly deranged and that's why I love them. Kidding guys, you're not deranged, you're just funky and hilarious. rofl heart So yeah, I don't know what to do when I grow up... But I know I'll be going to university, so my mom should be glad. Maybe I did become dumber, but what do you want, SOCIETY MADE ME DUMB!!! I want a shirt with that written on it and shove it in front of my mother's eyes. cool No seriously, ever since I came to Canada, I've changed and become this crazy person that lives on SUGAR. But I'm happy with who I am, except for my physical appearance. Before I always brought myself down because I tried to be something I wasn't because I wanted to be popular and loved by everyone. YES, TEH KC WANTED TO BECOME POPULAR!!!! O__O Can you believe that when I found my true personality, I started to become less intelligent at the exact age of 14!!! ninja Anyway, I just think that we should be ourselves and not someone we're not if we want to be happy. The only thing that matters is your hapiness and then your friend's and family's hapiness. And don't forget to enjoy life when you still can! domokun






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Gin Tonic
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commentCommented on: Thu Feb 16, 2006 @ 03:10am
Yayness! Go KC! Also, tell your mom that liberal arts somewhat means politics so maybe you would be able to convince her. xD


commentCommented on: Sat Mar 25, 2006 @ 02:40am
I got accepted in the program so she can't say anything now. xD
And never, am I going into politics! domokun



kawaii_chibi
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Demonic_Kimi
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commentCommented on: Wed Apr 12, 2006 @ 05:17am
I just stumbled upon your site. Seems to me you should do whatever you feel is right for you. And as for the shirt you could make one you know. Go to Staples or even Best Buy or another store that carries iron paper. It should say something about being used for shirts, tote bags, etc... Type out your saying in Word and whatever else you want. Print it out and stick it on a t-shirt. And then you can stick in your mom's face.. biggrin If you'd like to talk more feel free to drop me a PM. Hope things are well for you. smile


A random person who can relate,

Kimi


commentCommented on: Tue May 23, 2006 @ 04:09am
Thanks Kimi, that was really nice of you to relate! whee



kawaii_chibi
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