Mood: Panic
Song: Animal - Neon Trees
Here we go again,
I kinda wanna be more than friends,
so take it easy on me;
I'm afraid you're never satisfied.
she doesn't like me like that,
but she loves me and can't bear to leave me alone.
she wants to give me space but i can't let her give me space,
i'll never come back to her if she lets go.
i have to embrace this,
get over it.
let go of whatever feelings i have.
i have to just be one of her "best friends"
nothing more.
maybe something less.
"i'll still cuddle with you, i'll still hold your hand"
"but it won't mean anything"
"it'll mean I love you"
i couldn't even reply.
that's not something you say...
she said she'll never give up on me,
but my heart is heavy and my arm is bleeding and i can't breathe or think,
everything is rushing, racing,
i'm falling.
this is just like erik.
this feeling.
but she's not telling me to get the ******** over it,
she tells me to take my time,
but i still can't breathe or feel safe.
i'm dying inside.
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