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The pain I feel in my heart tells me that what I felt for you was real. Even if you're so far away and out of reach, I'll smile on and know that I once had the right to hold someone like you in my arms.

My words are worthless... but still, I'll speak.

The pain I feel in my heart tells me that what I felt for you was real. Even if you're so far away and out of reach, I'll smile on and know that I once had the right to hold someone like you in my arms.

Tears will fall as I look back on those memories... those moments that I wish would never end. Why had it come to this? Don't blame yourself. It wasn't all your fault. It was something we both had to work on and weren't strong enough to do so. Too many things got in the way and before we could even blink... we were standing on separate ground. No longer together... too far to reach...

I've hurt you... and for that I am disgusted with myself. I have apologized to you enough times for my words to be equivalent to nothing. But even with that in mind... I still can't help but say I'm sorry. For ruining what we had and for making you cry. For giving up and letting you down. You deserve better.

I'm... sorry...



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