Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

These walls I've built to keep everyone out...
All I've done is lock myself in.
Don't fight... you'll only get hurt.
_____Its weird... I've never met him... I've never held his hand or looked into his eyes to see if he was lying or not... I trusted him. I believed and held onto every single word he said to me because... because I wasn't afraid to fall...

_____He's so far and yet so close to me. I could feel warm even though his arms are not around me. I always find myself searching for him when he's not here... and when he is, I want him all to myself.

...am I in love?


_____Yes, I love him... but... but like that? No, no, no, no, no... Its not supposed to be like that. Stupid little heart, you've become weak again... Didn't I already warn you? Haven't you been hurt enough?

I'm not afraid to fall.


_____I can already see the many problems I have to deal with if I go down this road... I can't forget about the role I play on the battlefield. I'm not supposed to be messing around while it isn't my turn to move.

...damned to be ...a sacrifice...


_____I can't get careless now. No matter how much I want to tell him with all my heart how I feel... I just can't. The walls that separate us and the people that stand in my way are just... too strong for me to overcome.

So you won't even try...


_____We don't have that kind of freedom. Not anymore. Sorry, little heart... back into your cage you go.





 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum