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Man, been a while since I posted here. Though it's not like anyone else reads these things, so there's really no point. I guess it just lets me show the parts of my mind and personality that I'd rather not let anyone see. Gotta say, I've been pretty confused lately. Jeez, girls..... who needs 'em eh? Haha ..... emo
I'm so lonely...... crying

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Damn, wish I could remember where I heard that line. Ah well, don't matter anyway. Still, I do get kinda lonely sometimes. Must be cause I'm not a member of any active guilds at the moment. On here, and in all the MMOs I play occasionally. Haha, can't forget I don't have many friends in real life either, though I have nearly a hundred on FB, don't know how the hell that happened. I don't really see why I added some of them, most of them I don't even talk to. It's like I did it just so there would be proof of my existence, proof that I DO know people, proof of..... nothing. There's really no point, when you get down to it. I could remove about 80 or so of them and no one would give a crap. Of course, then there are the ones I WANT to talk to, but can't. You'd THINK they'd all be girls, but randomly talking to some of the guys is awkward to. Mostly because I never talked to them before, and again, don't know why I accepted their friend request. Oh oh, I'll use an example! There's that one girl, you know her, she rode my fricken bus, and was in my grade too, but I can't even talk to her. And it's not because I'm shy, or because I'm embarrassed, I just am at a loss for words as soon as a conversation begins. And it's not like she's the only one, it's the same for this other guy who was in my grade, and we ate lunch together with a ton of people a lot. He was one of the select few I actually talked to, but now, I just find anything to say. It's like.... my body is rejecting that person like it would a blood transfusion. I mean, there's that other girl who was on my bus then, I NEVER said a word to her, yet I started talking randomly online, and now she thinks I'm the funniest guy that ever lived. It's just odd, that there are some people my body, mind or soul just reject, and then there are people that I could talk to for hours on end. Heck, I talked to one person 6 hours straight on IM once, course I don't get to talk to them as much now, but it's not because they were rejected, they just don't get on as much. Most guys have girl trouble, I have people trouble.

*sigh* This has been a good, if pointless, rant. Now, some day in the future, someone may JUST stumble across this and be interested, or even feel sorry for me, that'd be interesting. I'd probably just tease them for being so empathetic though, or scare 'em away with my psychoticness. Haha, better stop before I start ranting from THAT point of view.