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I completely hate myself...
I get distracted and don't listyen to my friends and the one i love and don't even realize im hurting them! I try to listen but my mind just wont let me...stupid excuse ik but i do get distracted easily...
what good am i if i only hurt those tht i love and who would never hurt me...how can i say im a good person if im a horrible filthy person when u get to know me...thts all i am just filth...

im going to try to change myself...bcuz im not bored of my friends...and im not purposely ignoreing them and im especially not bored of my noel...i do try to listen and sometimes its hard for me to catch everything bcuz i dont know i guess im stupid...but im gonna try harder but i doubt the people who know im hurting them will forgive me for how stupid and ignorant ive been...