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Dear Noel,

I love you with all my heart and you mean the world to me and more...if God himself were to tell me to leave you I would defy even him if i had to to stay with you...even if he had to show me pain or torture as a punishment...although there are tons of signs that he has shownt me that I know that he wouldn't tear us apart...i mean in the beginning it was him after all who brought us together...look...what im saying is is that...no matte rhow many fights we have in the future...no matter what happens...even if some silly girl kisses you or something and i get jealous and yell at you and start a huge fight...i'll always always always be your erica bear...and nothing can change that...not some random guy who moves in on my street or some random mistake that leaves us both in tears and a yelling match...i'm yours forever and you're mine...and thats how it was meant to be and thats it always will be...and before you know it...these years will breeze by and i'll be in your arms forever...and eventually...i'll be standing over a crib with you...watching our little lily or leon...and when that day comes...i dont think ill ever be happier...but the happiest day i'll have is that small moment when we're married...when we kiss and seal our lives as one...at that moment i'll be able to be with you forever...i love you...and i always will...happy 11 month anniversary...joyeux anniversaire de la onze month...je t'aime...i love you...:3