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I think it is me, i can't do anything right. I'm not good enough for anyone let alone someone like Zaene, he's so perfect in every way and all i do is mess things up. I can't do anything for him, im nothing. He needs someone who will be the perfect wife and mother to his children, but im too worthless i could never be good enough. Im talking to my friends again but i still keep feeling like more and more of an outsider. I have no life, no future, and i should be dead. In the end, everyone would be the better for it.