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Lately all i've been doing is crying, and i feel like... i should keep it to myself. I'm going nowhere, my days are spent doing nothing, i feel like im just alone. In this vast beautiful elegant universe im nothing but a carbon based lifeform living my little insignificant life out, like millions before me. Im always needed in times of trouble, and yet when my mind is troubled, i feel like im wimpering at the door like a dog after its master. I just want to feel like im needed and wanted, instead of feeling like im used. To have company without excuses, to be perfect for the one i love... who after so long has realised this is where i vent xd