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It seems like things will always be this hard, even though i know things can always get worse or better. I'm just sad and ranting again, i get upset far too easily for my own good. I want so badly for things to just be normal, and for the few days of happyness to never end, so i dont have to contemplate things anymore. I miss Zaene so much it hurts, but i can't smother him or stress him out, any more and i know he wont be able to take it. A normal life seems like a dream, which in the morning fades as soon as you waken. Its one of these times i can't handle being different, and i yearn more than anything else to be like everyone else. A mundane life would never have the highs and lows of mine.