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My head... and my heart... are conspirators... against me...
Do you know how long it takes for a piece of striking information (and i use the word "striking" loosely) takes to get out of my head? Hell, I don't even know.
The fate of every thought of mine is to bounce around, e'ermore, spawning new and even more irritating ideas!!!!!
And then i have this habit of fancying a thousand people at once, many of whom i know it is unhealthy for me psychologically (case in point, Chris, mon cousin), and the m ore i think about one thought i don't want, the more i try to replace that thought with something else, the more that something else turns out to be ANOTHER totally wrong crush, and the more i am, emotionally, screwed over.
And evben complaining about it now makes it happen.....
DAMN YOU, ZACHARY, SAGE, NEIL, DANIEL, PEOPLE I'VE ONLY SEEN IN PASSING, ETCETERA!!!!!!!!!!!
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