I've never been good at expressing my feelings to anybody, but with Hannah it's always been a lot harder than I ever would have anticipated. I could tell her all of the sweetest things I can think of, every lovey dovey line or phrase floating around the internet, hell even write a few poems and songs, but they don't come close to justifying just how strongly I feel toward her.I've spent countless nights lying awake in my bed,pacing around my room, sometimes even leaving my house completely and walking around in the night aimlessly, just because I couldn't get this amazing girl off of my mind.I'm hurt both emotionally and physically when she's away.My heart aches, I just feel so empty.I feel as if my soul has left my body, and I am nothing more than an empty shell of my former self without her. I get frustrated when I can't find the right words to say to her, nothing sounds right at all. I could tell her I love her as much as I want, it will always be true, but sometimes even that doesn't seem to be enough to fully cover my feelings for her.I feel like an artist without a paintbrush, or a writer without a pen.There aren't any words that could describe just how much she means to me. Hannah is by far the sweetest girl I have ever had the pleasure of meeting in my entire life.She makes me smile like nobody ever has before.Hell, I can't ever stop smiling whenever I'm talking to or thinking about her.She just has this way about her that always brings me happiness.She is simply divine.I've never seen a more beautiful person before.Sure, I know nobody is perfect, and everybody has flaws,but I find beauty in every single one of her's.She is perfect, at least she is for me ♥ I get lost in thought about her almost as easily as I get lost in her eyes.Oh, and did I mention this adorable laugh she has? It's like a giggle, but it isn't.. I don't know. It's just so cute, and I love it when she laughs,though she swears she hates it. That brings me to our phone calls.Honestly, they are one of the best things in my life right now. I love her voice so much that it has nearly replaced the one inside of my head.I still get embarrassed from time to time when I talk to her, even after two years..Is that weird? Sometimes I can't even speak because my heart is racing so quickly.Every time she tells me she loves me, I get all flustered and such like the awkward guy I am.I never thought anybody would tell me that, and actually mean it the way she does.We love watching shitty movies together and making fun of them.It's one of the funniest things to do with her,especially when we watch Wonder Pets...Ahh Wonder Pets..just..what the ******** on..seriously..Anyway! I could literally sit there on the phone with her,being completely shy and silent, and know that she is smiling on the other end.I'm happy just knowing she is there. I feel like we're in a fairy tale, but the princess is already mine.I didn't have to fight an evil witch or a dragon,I didn't have to scale the side of a tower when I could have just taken the stairs. We already have our happily ever after, but it didn't come easy. We have literally been through everything.Yeah, every couple says that, but they really haven't been through s**t. Sure, they had fights, but what couple doesn't? Me and Hannah have actually broken up before, but that was the defining moment in our relationship when we realized we just couldn't live without each other.That was the moment we realized that we were not only best friends, but that our love was, and now is still stronger than ever.It grows every single day and it just won't stop. I really feel like the luckiest guy in the entire world, not just for having the greatest wife of all time, but for having the best friend anybody could ever ask for.She is like me in almost every way.She trolls with me, she understands my ******** up sense of humor, she has the same epic taste in music as I do.It feels like she was made for me. I couldn't ask for anybody better because I know there isn't, and never ever will be. Hannah is epic.So if you haven't talked to her lately, then get your hand out of your pants and talk to her. You'll be glad you did ♥
I love you, Hannah. I'd say always and forever, but ******** that. Forever will never be long enough ♥♥
~Forever A Memory
