I don't know what to think.
I really try not to jump to conclusions, and the last thing I want to believe is that someone I was once pretty close to would just stop talking to me. People have lives, after all, and said person might not even check their messages.
I mean, I'm glad they're okay? They're at least okay enough to sign in every now and then. But in the same respect, I feel kind of silly. There's only so many times you can message and try to get someone's attention before coming across as desperate, and...right now, I feel like that's how it is.
But it's not bad, wanting to catch up and check on a friend one hasn't talked to in, literally, years. I'm sure I'm doing this for my own selfish reasons, after all. The last thing I can take is walking away from someone without closure or knowing how they are/have been, and for the past week? It's been a constant state of anxiety.
I really should learn to let things go.
