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Emotion-rippy stab stab bleed cut open heart capture in a jar hold in journal forever and love and drama the end of my life I hate my life I like this journal title big heart stabby soul crushed and fell to the ocean where I die forever emo-style.
TWO DAYS?!
Yea, it was the second day I haven't gotten to hug Cat at lunch, which is sorta depressing for me.
We can't see each other after school, you see.
I'm hoping I can go to Lily's/Nathan's Going-Away Party, but I need information.
Everyone's been acting negative towards me lately.
Oh well.

Modest Mouse
"The World at Large"
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Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.
If the world's at large, why should I remain?
Walked away to another plan.
Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand.
I move on to another day,
to a whole new town with a whole new way.
Went to the porch to have a thought.
Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop.
You don't know where and you don't know when.
But you still got your words and you got your friends.
Walk along to another day.
Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan.
We'll float on maybe would you understand?
Gonna float on maybe would you understand?
Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold.
I like the autumn but this place is getting old.
I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast.
It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most.
The days get longer and the nights smell green.
I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same.
They both seem to make me feel a little less insane.
Walked on off to another spot.
I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want.
Did I want love? Did I need to know?
Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights.
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great.
I didn't know what I had that day.
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about.
But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth.
My thoughts were so loud.
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I would whore myself out for this C.D.
Yea...






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OMFD i k
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commentCommented on: Wed May 17, 2006 @ 02:41am
LOLZ FIRST COMMENT BISHES!!!

You know as much as I do...
That it's going to happen on the 26th.
Or at least I'm assuming you know that.

Ah, Donny but I thought you were being negative towards everyone else!

I love that song.


commentCommented on: Wed May 17, 2006 @ 02:44am
It's hard to be positive when everyone else is being Negative.
It's a horrible cycle.



Sleepy Conejo
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Dragonlord2005
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commentCommented on: Wed May 17, 2006 @ 02:53am
I'm tired of being happy...but i have to keep every one else happy...*forced smile*
Cat was upset too.(i think we scared her) gonk Sorry CAT!


EDITED!:
think its at my house
6:00 to when ever


commentCommented on: Sat May 20, 2006 @ 03:06am
...Sorry...try to be more positive next time?



Mr. Candy Cane
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tuttledgt
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commentCommented on: Sat May 20, 2006 @ 03:03pm
I told you I'd burn it for you..


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