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I got new dress shoes and I love them, my dad says I can get a dress to, I'm becomming very girly and my sister is being a b***h because of it, I shop at Forever 21 and Charlotte Ruse now and she said she was ashamed of me, at least I fit in their clothes! she expects to be like her, all goth or emo of whatever but I really don't want to be it just pisses me off so much!

After I got the shoes we went to our church and had to put down so Sod or Turf, it was really hard and my sister brought friends with her and neither her or her friends helped, it was so annoying. Because alot of people didn't help it took alot longer and we got home at like 8 and like no one got any dinner. So I'm pretty hungry. sweatdrop

I also feel like doing alot of excerises tomorrow and I really want to sleep in, so I guess I'm being lazy and full of engry at the same time, weird... eek I'm starting to feel really isolated again but I don't really mind, the one I love hates me I think but I need to move on I know that. I'm also starting to really hate my sister she just pisses me off to no end, she never does what she's told and I have to keep so many secretes for her and I hate it.

Edit: My ex's girlfriend is so awesome but alittle mean, she totally turned me eariler that if I had a p***s then it'd be as hard as steel. It so wasn't fair!! There are hardly any gay people here! IT'S SO NOT FAIR! I NEED A GIRL TO TOUCH! evil