I've been crying. The kittne I was suposed to adopt died today. She was very sick, and I'm really upset. I know she's in a better place but I'm hurting. We really thought she'd make it. But.... she just... died. My friend is giveing me another one from the litter a little boy, my kitten was named Abbey. And when I picked up the little boy kitten I'm getting now, he just gave me this wide-eyes look, like her knew why I was crying. He knew she was gone, and I held him and cried, because....he was sad.
