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Emotion-rippy stab stab bleed cut open heart capture in a jar hold in journal forever and love and drama the end of my life I hate my life I like this journal title big heart stabby soul crushed and fell to the ocean where I die forever emo-style.
Doop
I don't really feel like writing about my camp, it's indescribable.
But I will post some lyrics that are really speaking to me right now.

Blue October
"Into the Ocean"
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I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Without a life that's sadly stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 'fourteen miles away'

You're floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jets, I'm sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all

[Zayra]
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
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I dislike the new emoticons.
Gaia has failed us.






User Comments: [3] [add]
tuttledgt
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commentCommented on: Sun Jul 09, 2006 @ 05:42pm
Woo welcome back


Marina's really into Blue October now

Hope you had fun at camppppppppp

I hate the new emoticons as well, especially this one:
burning_eyes cheese_whine dramallama wahmbulance emo


commentCommented on: Sun Jul 09, 2006 @ 05:48pm
I only like the songs I like because I heard them every day for the last three weeks of my life.
It has something of an effect on your soul...
Aaaaaaaand your avatar's all snazzy.



Sleepy Conejo
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tuttledgt
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commentCommented on: Sun Jul 09, 2006 @ 06:17pm
snazzy like a ripped piece of garbage on my head!


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