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Today was a blast,
I actually had fun.
You have shown me today,
what it feels like in the sun...

Your light has now reached me,
in my darkest hole of hell.
But to leave my home so freely,
can i? I can't tell...

I have lived in here for awhile,
hurt by those outside.
The last one i opened up to, blew me away,
will this one be different? I need a sign...

She is everything i could hope for,
and so much more.
But to open up to her,
can i risk it once more?

And if, as i am asking myself these questions,
she ups and walks away.
Will i ever forgive myself?
Or just wither-up and blow away?

For too long i have been lonesome,
uncared for, and left to die.
Will she be the one that heals me?
Or leave me to wash out with the tide?

For now i will wait,
and see what turns up.
For you have exposed me,
to the upside of up....