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I take a deep breath, and return inside. To the shadows of night, where I begin to reside... When I am away from friends, my mind begins to wander. I feel this pain again, it makes me start to wonder... I have felt a lot of pain in this lifetime, to make any person feel guilt. These shadows I now hide in, offer me shelter I seldom felt... This pain is coming back to me, like a memory long forgot. But that's how I want and need them, long, long forgot... When I am with you they dissapear, your light drives them away. But now that I am by myself, they can once again begin to reappear... I take a deep breath, and return inside. To the shadows of the night, where I began to reside... The rain outside, is what I feel inside. And the lightning that is outside, does the damage I feel, inside... No one can ever feel, what exactly I've gone through. No one can even see, the pain that shows through... These shadows have become my mask, a refuge in which I can hide. But your light continues to shine through them, making no place safe to reside... When I am with you, I have no need to fear. But when you are away, The feelings come back, so dreer... I take a deep breath, and return inside. To the shadows of night, where I begin to reside... The day will soon come, when I can push these feelings aside. And move on a new course, a course with you by my side...

Posted by: gothic_monsterman Sun Sep 03, 2006 @ 09:21am

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Evil_Tifa
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Commented on: Sun Sep 03, 2006 @ 10:06am


	I love this poem, as i told you before but i do luff all your poems 3nodding

Commented on: Sun Sep 03, 2006 @ 01:06pm


	suu much to say...can't really find how to say them..

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Commented on: Mon Sep 04, 2006 @ 03:00am


	you...are beginning to worry me you know that...

Commented on: Tue Nov 28, 2006 @ 04:47am


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