What words can express what I've felt the last couple days?
Betrayal?
Dissappointment?
Anger?
Loss?
Things have... How shall I put this...
Gone down the shitter.
I was lying to myself if I thought that he would be single for long.
But that doesn't change the fact that I'm dissappointed in myself for not just getting the ******** over my problems and just telling him about how much I like him.
So now he's dating a Freshman.
So what?
If I wanted to be in her postition I should have done something about it.
But I didn't.
People shouldn't make promises they can't keep.
People shouldn't make promises they don't want to keep.
And James did both.
Is it bad if I want to hurt him?
Is it bad for me to want revenge for making me feel like this?
And Dalton...
OOHHH, Dalton.
Don't even get me started.
But let's just say our friendship is over, most likely forever.
Our last communication?
Dalton: ******** you skank! i didn't do s**t to you! if you wanna leave me, then go rite ahead, ive survived the last two months without your shitty help, i think i can mkae it my whole ******** life. hope you have an early grave b***h!
Not only do the spelling and grammar leave much to be desired, but the message of the message is of an unsavory type.
I'm going to keep track.
Times I've been called a dyke since 9/12/06: 5
 Maer^ier · Sat Sep 23, 2006 @ 12:36pm · 0 Comments |
