Through the arms of despair...
I have teken with me the one i have loved
I have ripped away all that was once there
Not fully saying to her what i could have
Giving into the despair...
Having it's cold arms embrace me
Nothing inside me is spared
As the darkness surrounds me
These arms enclose me tightly
As realizations sets in
There's no point in fighting
She won't talk to me again
"Look at what all you have done"
Despair now talks to me
I have done her wrong
And for that i should no longer be
The tears now fall
As despair sinks in my being
Her name i wish to call
In hopes to repair everything
I have ruined what was there
Not knowing that it was infront of me
I have fallen into despair
For i have no where else to be
The darkness shrouds my vision
My emotions take over my thoughts
I have made the wrong decision
And had taken away what i have sought
So long and hard for
That of which i fought for.
I have judged her wrongly...
And now am paying for it fully
What have i done?
What am i to do?
Despair offers the gun
"This is what you must do"
Take me away!
I scream only in thought
As i place the gun to my head
And blow it apart.
No light for me
As blood trickles on the floor
No savior for me
And now..i close the door.
I have teken with me the one i have loved
I have ripped away all that was once there
Not fully saying to her what i could have
Giving into the despair...
Having it's cold arms embrace me
Nothing inside me is spared
As the darkness surrounds me
These arms enclose me tightly
As realizations sets in
There's no point in fighting
She won't talk to me again
"Look at what all you have done"
Despair now talks to me
I have done her wrong
And for that i should no longer be
The tears now fall
As despair sinks in my being
Her name i wish to call
In hopes to repair everything
I have ruined what was there
Not knowing that it was infront of me
I have fallen into despair
For i have no where else to be
The darkness shrouds my vision
My emotions take over my thoughts
I have made the wrong decision
And had taken away what i have sought
So long and hard for
That of which i fought for.
I have judged her wrongly...
And now am paying for it fully
What have i done?
What am i to do?
Despair offers the gun
"This is what you must do"
Take me away!
I scream only in thought
As i place the gun to my head
And blow it apart.
No light for me
As blood trickles on the floor
No savior for me
And now..i close the door.
