why do people ahve to be so god damn mean all teh time i'm just trying to do asomething nice and i jjust wante love but everyon e acn't just leave me alone thye gotta come in and ******** around they can't jsut leave me the hell alone and when itry to be niec and say i love themt and they just fukc around like alayasywas andthey have trhese reasons sand they can't make mehappy they hafto be so maen all the itme
i just odd on tylenol so i'm about to black out or something so i'm gonna type real slow so you can raetd it and she feif i can finish dis i black outt or not
they cant ajust be niec to me for one freaking time they juststs wannasn seef what eil do stick needles in myeyes and tell thenm what i see but i dont want to sleep dont ahve to i'm awake an dthats all
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Emotion-rippy stab stab bleed cut open heart capture in a jar hold in journal forever and love and drama the end of my life I hate my life I like this journal title big heart stabby soul crushed and fell to the ocean where I die forever emo-style.
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Was that a messed up "Alyssa"?